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June 29th, 2005

08:42 am: am having minor crisis art-wise:
helping mom with a huge, man-strength-requiring installation for the kingston biennale (in kingston) and we lost absolutely all of our help (and we had a lot)... if anybody is around anywhere and is feeling god-like beneficient and would like to help (or knows of anybody who could), PLEASE let me know (call me 914.473.6608)
will give you food and lovin

May 24th, 2005

11:36 pm: I hate that I can't handle this
and I hate that I don't want to handle this
or to be able to handle this
I want hatred and virility
I want compassion and my tears
I need catharsis

May 20th, 2005

12:23 am: why does love

i can't take it like this

someone let me know who was elected?

May 18th, 2005

11:11 pm: well i need help for chair of tech getting-elected-ing
any speech ideas?
desperately needed
i love you all

May 3rd, 2005

07:48 am: today, just today, i know i can't handle double latin
there are too many people who need
and i feel helpless
and i'm sorry

*bunches of love to my veronica

May 2nd, 2005

12:08 am: and christ, i just remembered....

for those of you in the know - ms. berrol: "so esme, i hear you want to have sex with ga il?"

May 1st, 2005

11:57 pm: the emmett song.... REVIVED
emmett soldati
you're such a hottie
i just want your body (chorus: ooohh)
even though you're second to belsky
and you never show up to morning meeting
'cause you sleep too late
that's okay, let's fornicate
even though i'm sleeping with your roommate

emmett soldati
stop being so naughty
if you have sex with alice you'll turn into nikos
but that's okay
even though you have shittier clothes
and you're not as hot
and you suck a lot
emmett soldati

** THE GAME: a point for each thing you can guess that is now innaccurate and needs revising**
come on comrades, we can do better than this!
upon my return to the states..... the emmett song: the sequel (a.k.a. emmett numero dos, emmett revisited, return of the emmett song.....) man, there are just endless possibilities
who else wants a song (custom-made!)... i'm feeling creative

and on a slightly related note, guess who imed me?

ESME FOR CHAIR OF TECH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... somebody help me out here

April 25th, 2005

09:06 am: i feel like being all deep and stuff

philip's ignoring me, i've had a three-day weekend and haven't gotten any work done, i've been convinced out of taking the US AP (somebody comment on this, as am now taking approximately NO aps and feel horrendous on it... need to be convinced that this is still not a bad idea)

and i miss you all so much, wish i hadn't come for the whole year
or that i had left in december like i could have
and that philip's sister hadn't died and i hadn't fucked everything up after that

i love you all.... will you still take me back next year?
will you still have me in the booth and at breakfast and in the common room and across from the a-z board... is there room in the phoenix room or the green room?

this is going nowhere

08:54 am: i just realized i haven't cried in nearly two whole days

except maybe i did yesterday, oh well...

March 6th, 2005

04:26 pm: reading through the year.... check this

September 18th, 2004
we went out in the rain yesterday, and it was absolutely pouring. down the way on viale aventino, there was a foot and a half of water in the street... bad roman drainage systems, i guess. so we waded around in it for a while trying to get to the grocery store (we, including alumna-boy...we'll see how your predictions work out... you people who made them... you know who you are

everything's so surreal and coincidental

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